Sometimes, we just are not inspired. Wondering what to share and write about and realizing there is nothing that is coming up for me, nothing. During the course of the week I wondered why I didn’t feel inspired to write. It took some observation and questioning for me to start to weave together a story.
A new story. A new story about looking at and approaching life differently. I realized that it wasn’t that I wasn’t inspired, it was that I was truly practicing presence and “is-ness”, and not considering anything else, past or future. What I share in this blog generally has me in the past and the future, “here is what occurred, and here is where it is taking me.” By being so present of late, I wouldn’t be inspired by lamenting about the past and creating and perhaps somewhat anxiously discuss the future. I am enjoying being in the moment. I am enjoying practicing what I am learning, embodying the work of changing my mindset.
By practicing “is-ness”, I don’t attach meaning to anything. So nothing means anything. Birds fly. Flowers grow. Rain falls. Whatever happened, happened. By practicing is-ness, I am not being swept away with emotion, or dwelling in lower vibrating emotions such as worry, anxiety or fear.
The work I have been doing, the discovery, integration and emergence of another level of me, a new better version has been fascinating. Mostly for finding that the more space I give myself, the more creative I can be. The more time I give myself, the sharper I am in my business. The more grace I give myself, the better I feel and the nicer I actually am to others. The more I focus on feeling the way I want to feel, the more I feel that way. Imagine feeling filled with joy, gratitude and in the flow about 80% of the time right now. Imagine how good that feels. When we feel good, our vibration goes up and we attract better.
Perhaps I was looking for a big spark of inspiration from the depths of a wound or revelation and instead it is the quiet, steady focus on becoming the next version of me that is actually inspiring right now. It is about after the healing that has me jazzed right now. The realization that I am beginning to really embody this work and grow and expand as a person.
I am becoming Her, Suzy 2.0.